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:bulletpink:Chibi - 10 points

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:bulletpink:Bust - 30 points

:bulletpink:Waist Up - 40 points

:bulletpink:Leg or Knee Up - 50 points

:bulletpink:Fullbody - 60 points

:bulletpink:Ecchi - 70 points (Max. 2 characters)

-Extra Characters or Couple - 10 points extra to the actual price
-With Background - 10 points extra for background
-Fake Screenshot with Subs and Logo - 10 points extra for fake screenshot format

:star:TYPE THIS IN YOUR NOTE!!!:star:
:bulletyellow:Character(s): -Name of character(s), can be OC and/or Canon.-
:bulletyellow:Reference(s): -Link a full body picture of said OC/Canon-
:bulletyellow:Series: -I.E. Naruto, Soul Eater, ect-
:bulletyellow:Brief Description(s): -Type up brief info about said character(s)-
:bulletyellow:Type of Commission: -Chibi, Headshot, Bust, Waist-up, Leg-up, Full body or Ecchi-
:bulletyellow:Genre: -Love scene, Fight scene, Casual, or have me surprise you-
:bulletyellow:Additions(?): -1+(1o extra), background and/or fake screenshot format-

~What to do~
-Send me a note titled "Commission" or relating to it
-Send me brief details of what kind of commission you want, your character and/or canon characters you want me to use.
-Send links of characters for reference so I know what to make.

I don't draw:
1. Yaoi
2. Yuri
3. Sonic
4. Mecha and Robots

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This is the place of payment for my adoptable OCs.
feel free to donate out of kindness, i would love an extra 1-2 points.

Reasons I want points:
:bulletpink: For a premium membership since i have no money.
:bulletpink: To commission people i really want an art from.
:bulletpink: So in the future i can give points away as prizes.
:bulletpink: To give to people i care about on dA.


I can't afford it so i'm relying on ppl's generosity. I'm not asking a lot, but I would be so grateful if u spare a point(s). :iconbeggingplz: Pretty please?:iconthankspointsplz:

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Okay, two things I wanted to bring to everyone's attention. So let me start with the first.

1 ( Numbers )
It'll be April tomorrow and what happens in April? My birthday! On the 28th! So here's my annual wishlist that I'll keep short and sweet.

-Wish me a happy birthday on the 28 of April.
-Some point donations make a good gift to me, nothing demanding.
-Fanarts are always appreciated. I'm hoping for anything involving my succubus OCs: Melantha, Lorelei, Arela and Solita. ((Nothing yuri with them please.))

Cherry Blossom ~ Divider by Nimylu Cherry Blossom ~ Divider by Nimylu Cherry Blossom ~ Divider by Nimylu

2 ( Numbers )

A lot of Deviant Members seem to be doing this nowadays, and I figured it's high time that I do some OC/FC purging of my own. It was extremely difficult to let go of some of them due to them being my characters that I put my heart and soul into creating them. Yato (No one wuvs me) [V1] 
Others I'm on the fence about letting them go. But these ones (probably will add more to the list later but no promises) are the ones that I pay less attention to (haven't dolled them in 4+ years) and/or haven't dolled enough pictures of them.

My goal is to sell them to anyone with points who's willing to give them more love and attention than I have. Don't be offended by the prices since they're gonna be priced based on my hard work on them and/or attachment to them.

-First come first serve!
-Pay via points. No paypal.
-Claim the fan character only AFTER you pay for it!
-I will note the unwatermarked picture to you after it's paid for.
-Once after they're bought, I will clear dolled pictures of them from my gallery.


Ambrosia's Brother, Nectar by ShinanaEvangelian

About him: Soul Eater fan character. Ambrosia's brother.

Brief Info: Made him as Ambrosia's brother to complete the food and drink of the gods; ambrosia (food) and nectar (drink) They came from a wealthy family.

Price: 50 points

Ambrosia's New Look by ShinanaEvangelian

About her: Soul Eater fan character. Meister of the DWMA. Partner of Kevin.

Brief Info: My second Soul Eater FC I made to be Shizuko's rival, they both love Soul. The picture in 'before' was her old, shoddy look. I revamped her because I wasn't satisfied with it. The 'after' is her official look you're buying.

Price: 120 points

Ambrosia and Kevin by ShinanaEvangelian
Kevin (The guy on the left!)

About him: Soul Eater fan character. Ambrosia's Weapon partner. Turns into a whip or a cat-o'-nine-tails.

Brief Info: I created him as Ambrosia's weapon partner. I had so many plans for him but never got around to them.

Price: 85 points

((Special: buy Nectar, Ambrosia and Kevin as a set for only 150 points total!))

SE OC, Claudia Bertolette by ShinanaEvangelian

About her: Soul Eater fan character. She's a teacher from the DWMA. Smokes.

Brief Info: I originally made Claudia for the sole purpose of being Gertrude's estrange friend, but I began to pay less and less attention to her and thus she became forgotten.

Price: 80 points

Darius-Shizuko's Former Weapon Partner by ShinanaEvangelian
Darius Wolf

About him: Soul Eater fan character. A demon weapon (a sword, don't remember). Shizuko's former partner and ex-boyfriend. A womanizer.

Brief Info: He originally was my Soul Eater Shizuko's weapon and boyfriend but they broke up due to his unfaithful antics. But I'm casting that idea out the window. I have no plans of dolling any more pictures of him since I haven't focused on Soul Eater in over 2 years, give or take a year.

Price: 70 points


EXP - One Piece OC - Naoko by ShinanaEvangelian

About her: Once Piece fan character. Everything about her is in her info.

Brief Info: I was into One Piece when I made her. I still love One Piece, but I'm SO far behind on the show that I stopped getting into it. I made her for the purpose of pairing her up with my One Piece crush, Sanji, but he became less attractive to me. If you decide to buy her, it won't hurt my feelings if you revamp her info and/or give her a different outfit.

Price: 150 points


Kuraiko Furude - EXP OC by ShinanaEvangelian
Kuraiko Furude

About her: Naruto FC.

Brief Info: I took part in making a fan character in a fanmade clan created by SakuraIsDeidarasGirl. I had fun making her but I haven't gotten around to doll her. So I hope someone gives her the attention I didn't give her.

Price: 75 points

  • Reading: My messages

Journal History


Solita Effemy the Nerd Succubus
Credit for the base goes to ShinanaEvangelian1. This was an idea that I brainstormed for a while, my very own succubus that's not as bold as Melantha, Lorelei and Arela, so Solita Effemy was born. She's a nerd succubus. Unlike my voluptuous babes, she's flat and her only attractive physical feature is her butt. I gave her a slightly different tail shape so it wasn't the exact same as my three succubi girls. I hope you all enjoy Solita as you do with Melantha, Lorelei and Arela.

Name: Solita Effemy

Name meaning: Solita - "Alone", Effemy - "Fair speech; one who is well spoken"

Nickname(s): Effy


Gender: Female

Species: Nerdy succubus

Ethnicity: White


DoB: December 15

Age: 21 (in appearance)

Height: 5'6"

Weight: 137 lbs


Hair: Dark purple, unkempt shoulder blade-length hair with a two strands of hair sticking out /// when up in a bun, it's messy.

Eyes: Blue

Skin: Pale

Body type: Pear-shaped

Horns: Small, white horns that curve upward and out

Tail: White with leaf-shaped tip

Tattoos: N/A

Piercings: N/A


Personality: Trepid, Unassuming, Book-smart, Soft-spoken, Taciturn, Imaginative, Clumsy

Likes: Books, Romance novels, Quiet places, Libraries, Classical music, Organization, Beefcake men

Dislikes: Kendles, Negligees, Loud noises, Heavy metal,

Favorite Foods: Sweets, Pastries, Sub sandwiches

Least Favorite Foods: Bitter foods, bland foods

Fears: Captivity, Trafficking, Rejection,

Hobbies: Reading, Writing fanfiction, Solving puzzles


Relationship Status: Single

Fetishes: Consensual, Masturbation

Kinks: Musk, Onomatopoeia

Quirks: Freezes up during a climax

Turn-Ons: Being read to, Ear play, Hotdogging

Turn-Offs: Vore, Rimming, Smoking


Sexual Orientation: Heterosexual

Sexual Likes: Clothed sex, Roleplays (Romance, Medical play), Scenes (Office, School)

Sexual Dislikes: Scat, BDSM, Anal prolapse/gaping

Sexual Indifference: Condoms, Tail pulling


Interesting Facts

-Solita is a nerdy succubus, known for being intelligent, bashful and appearing nerdy.

-Solita's attractive physical trait is her buttock. Her cup size is 32B

-She's a bibliophile, loves to read romance novels the best and likes to fantasize being the female protagonists in her books.

-Her tail isn't erogenous; it's her horns, fiddling with them sets her in the mood.

-She shy to a point of being prudish, she gets intimate with sleeping men to get her protein.

-She isn't a sex slave, lucky enough not to get caught.

-Solita is a light drinker, getting drunk makes her bold.

-Despite being a succubus, she feels more comfortable with heavy clothes rather than skimpy ones.

-She doesn't like her untamed hair, makes it difficult to look neat.

-Due to a traumatic experience, she's agoraphobic (fear of open spaces--as fear of being caught alone in some public place)

Solita Effemy (C): :iconshinanaevangelian:
Base (C): :iconshinanaevangelian1:
Demon Sluts Adoptables-Points-Batch 1 -CLOSED-

Credit for the bases goes to ShinanaEvangelian1. Hello, everyone, I have a hot batch of special kind of adoptables; demon sluts or succubi, whichever you prefer. Along with frontal and back views of each individual adoptable to see how they look.

Anyways, I'm in need for points. The reason why they're more spendy is because I've dedicated lots of time and effort into making their looks unique for them, and well, they're demon sluts. What more can I say? But any cute demon slut/succubus you like can be yours for 50 points. Read further for more info.

:bulletpink:Here's a few things you must know before buying one. :bulletpink:
-If they sell, I will make more.
-Since they're demoness/succubi, they all share the same basic features: horns, tails and slit pupils. However, no two sets of horns are alike; each one has its own color and style. The tails are usually the same color as their horns.
-The Adoptables are 50 points each, and not a point less.
-First come, first serve. If you want to buy one, you must let me know which one you want and pay me up front with points. Holds may be considered, but I will not hold it any longer than 24 hours.
-Once after you buy one, I will link an un-watermarked version of the succubus you want and paid for via note, so only you have the exact colors.
-Once you buy, you can use it for role-playing, fan fiction, fanart, or anything you want.
-NO tracing, copying, or stealing!!!
-Do not resell!!! If you buy for someone, I will not object. But DON'T make a profit out of them!

bulletblue:Things you can do with your succubus after you buy it.:bulletblue:

-You can give her a name, personality, background story, ect.
-Make her look more embellished than how she looks as an adoptable. Give her a unique body shape and features. If you want to change the size of her breasts, butt and/or hips, I won't object.
-You can add little things to her. Example: wings, tattoos, scars, jewelry, ect.
-Mention me just once on your first fanart of them so I can see how you made them/they turned out.
-Stay committed to their general looks as much as possible. Capisce?

:bulletred:Things you cannot do with your succubus after you buy it.:bulletred:
-Drastically change their *outfit, skin color, *hairstyle, hair color and looks. I.E. if the character has black hair, don't give her blonde hair.
((*Alternate outfits and styling their hair (i.e. ponytail, braid, ect.) is okay, but nothing drastic to the point of it being unrecognizable.))
-Do not resell!!! DON'T make a profit out of something you bought from someone who created it! Plain and simple!

Demon Slut 1- This adorable cutie has light pink-colored hair and purple horns that curve forward. Her altered top acts as a bra and her thong is just strings for the pervy customers. The gloves were later added. Half Price!!!

Demon Slut 2- This sexy thang has wavy, butt-length, dark hair with rose-colored eyes. Her teal-colored tail goes with her teal-colored horns that curve upward. Her attire gives an almost bondage-like appearance.

Demon Slut 3- This design was suggested by a friend. This dark beauty with light yellow eyes and shoulder-length dreadlocks gives off a provocative teaser that leaves it to the imagination. Her thick light orange, horns curve downward.

Demon Slut 4- This redheaded sweetie with dazzling teal eyes may be properly dressed, but her nipples actually peek above. She adorns a choker to complete her look. She has only one horn in the center of her forehead that's dark purple.

Demon Slut 5- Probably my most complex adoptable I've worked on. This Nubian seductress with blue eyes and hip-length, black hair is dressed in jewelry of gold and rubies. Despite her small, olive green horns that protrude from her frontal lobe, she dresses like a concubine fit for a king. Even her olive green tail has rings on it. By the way, her gold panty strings goes under her gold chains that hang around her hips. Her complex appeal is time-consuming, but worth it.

Demon Slut 6- I had fun making her. This cutie pie has neck-length aqua hair that's fun to make along with yellow eyes. Her dark red horns jut out toward the back and then point upward. She's probably the most fully dressed of them so far, but better to leave it for the imagination. Her panty straps are the most painstaking.

Demon Slut 7- This racy seducer has a special quirk; her eyes are actually black with the pupils surrounded by red to provide uniqueness. Her coral-brown hair is actually in a large, high ponytail (which explains the purpose of the red band on her head.) Her outfit is a modified version of Demon Slut 1 and Demon Slut 2's outfits, and she wears leggings. Her small, blue-grey horns jut out of her head.

Demon Slut 8- Last but not least, here's this risque temptress. Who needs a top when her thigh-length blond hair is enough to cover her tatas? Her only piece of clothing is her really short black skirt. The shackles on her wrists are her jewelry. She has green eyes to boot. Her dark blue horns go outward and curve up.

(Your name will be listed below AFTER you bought and paid for the adoptable!)

Demon Slut 1 (Half Price!!!): ShadowAxe

Demon Slut 2: Ace152

Demon Slut 3: CiravaHermod 

Demon Slut 4: IGoPoof

Demon Slut 5: Sharkwoman87

Demon Slut 6: OtakuChicky1

Demon Slut 7: AceHatanaKorosu

Demon Slut 8: sirensLantern


Base (C): :iconshinanaevangelian1:


I know this seems off topic and out of the blue, but due to some circumstances and being a victim of unfair judgement, I feel the need to speak my mind about someone. Please don’t view this as a hate statue or w/e, I don’t like drama. I don’t even like my own whining. But I have been holding this inside for almost 2 years now and I’m sick of being silent about it. It’s about CobaltPie. I'm not here to berate, but I've been a victim of CobaltPie's prejudice. However, I never retaliated, you can look through my gallery and see I don't have a single anti-CobaltPie art. I don't even doll anything Sonic related. I don't go around talking smack about CobaltPie every chance I get either because I'd rather avoid her as much as possible, but I had to at least have my two-cents worth.

To anyone whom I brought the attention of CobaltPie to, look into her at your own risk and if it turns out you don’t like her, please don’t attack her. It’s pointless and it’ll just make you look bad.

Somewhere in 2016, I discovered and learned about AkaiDalia through rants that talked shit about how her fan character Akai aka Jane was an Amy ripoff Mary Sue, and Joanna's bad behavior. It was through rants that I found out that she deactivated her old account and returned as CobaltPie. I decided to look her up myself and look through her new gallery. I simply ghost watched her homepage and gallery to get a feel of her, I didn't Devwatch her I just occasionally visited her homepage whenever I logged on.

I had a few conversations with her, shared stamps for her homepage, showed sympathy for her late father, even told her when ChiharuKitty33 edited one of her artworks when Joanna wasn't aware. At first, I honestly believed CobaltPie was a misunderstood being with a language barrier since she's from a country that doesn't speak English and with cultural differences. That was my initial thought. I was neutral to her because I had yet to come with a conclusion about her but I made the effort to reach out to her, to give her the benefit of the doubt.

When I checked out her fan character, Jane, I thought she was interesting and I didn't think she looked like Amy in her current appearance until I read her bio. If I had known this character when I was new on dA around 2009-10, I would've thought she was a cool character and ignore the shortcomings in Jane's bio but during my years on dA, I've learned to notice the flaws in characters that don't make sense. While Joanna's drawings may be easy on the eyes, Jane's info could stand some improvement. However, I didn't condemned Jane nor did I risk critiquing Joanna because it was obvious how she overtly felt about constructive criticism.

Granted, I looked up anti-Akai rants about CobaltPie while I was analyzing her. The reason I kept looking up rants was out of curiosity mostly (since everyone's views are different), but also I wanted to be the judge of it myself and get a feel of her personality in comparison.

//For an example; on her old account, AkaiDalia wrote a journal saying that her Premium Member (before it became Core) was running out and demanded someone to extend her membership. A generous member paid a full year of Premium Member to her and AkaiDalia never thanked the person for it. On the other hand, CobaltPie doesn't seem to care about getting a Core Membership. Even when some anonymous member gave her 3 months of it, CobaltPie wrote a jounal saying 'don't waste your points to give me Core, I'm fine without it'. To be honest, I was impressed with that change in character. But I digress.//

I've done this looking up rants while studying someone before, with DisneyFan-01 and StillDollSawaii (they were good artists that received flak over senseless and overinflated reasons) before I watched them. I never faved anything that was relating to CobaltPie both pro and anti. Frankly, I stopped getting into Sonic when I was a teenager.

Now this is the honest truth, otherwise I wouldn't have wasted my time typing up this memory I kept to myself as I was trying to fight off the resentment I had for her for nearly two years because of this event. I commented some concurrences with TattooedLilies's "Jane Dalia Critique", and LuckyLadyXandra's "Sonic vs. the not Sonics". My comments were nothing objurgatory, just pointing out that Jane has ways to go before being a balanced fan character and that why couldn't CobaltPie draw Sonic normal or make Maurice his own character to add credibility. There were some things I agreed with anti-CobaltPie fans while still seeing potential in CobaltPie and Jane. I believed there was hope for her to achieve greatness if she was a little open-minded.

A few days later when I visited CobaltPie's gallery, I discovered that I couldn't comment to her nor her fanclubs because I was blocked by her. I went to my alternate account to note her 2018-06-05 13 13 34-Notes   DeviantArt by ShinanaEvangelian . Her response: she blocked that account even on her fanclub and didn't bother to reply. Then I went to my ask account to, again, note her asking the same question.  2018-06-05 13 15 36-Notes   DeviantArt by ShinanaEvangelian What did CobaltPie do with it? The same result: blocked me and didn't even give me an answer. I submitted a journal asking why she block me and expressed how I feel. I also found out from someone based on observation that I was blocked by her because I dared to comment on something that was against her and agreed with Xandra on some level. So according to CobaltPie, I'm "two-faced" because I dared to have my own opinions though I never said that was her fan in the first place. Now, how can she know about my comments if she putatively ignores her haters? From what I speculated soon after, turns out she stalks people and reads anything that has her name mentioned including comments under anti-CobaltPie contents. And without bothering to talk about it or accept my apology, she hasn't given me the time of day ever since.

I find it rather immature and petty on CobaltPie's part that I so much as have a differing opinion and she sees me as public enemy number 1. I also found it confusing on why she always proclaims that she ignores her haters yet looks them up. It's like everything she says is the complete opposite of her actions.

All I saw in Jane was that she has room for improvement, and I hold that thought to every fan character, not just her. I wasn't necessarily saying I was against her, just that some critique on her part would go a long way. But what CobaltPie doesn't seem to understand is that getting constructive criticism isn't a death sentence and it doesn't mean "I hate it" or "you have to accept my help", they're just helpful suggestions that are there to either accept or reject, and that some people are just trying to point out a mistake and options to fix it or help improve. I've seen some people be as constructive as possible but Joanna takes it like they offended her, and that's not an appropriate response. Maybe it will be hard, but simply reading those critiques and saying a simple "thank you" would be a big step forward. But if she wants to impress the naysayers, she could also say, "I'll give it a try" or "I'll consider it". She could put a little effort in trying out a suggestion just to so she can say she tried. I like to think suggestions are like trying out a new dish, 'how do you know you don't like it if you haven't tried it?' If it doesn't work for her, she could also say, "I tried it and it's not my style but thanks for the suggestion." If you're going to reject a critique be polite to someone who's willing to help. Is that too much to ask?

I know I used to get offended and defensive whenever someone would critique my pictures and characters too, but over the years I realized that criticism isn't necessarily a bad thing. Now I just see it as someone sees potential in me and that they're just there to help, not bring me down.

Thanks to her reaction, I concluded that those rants against her are true, harsh but true. CobaltPie blocks people for petty reasons, ego-trips, uses her fans as weapons against others who dare to say anything negative about her, and never takes responsibility for her wrongdoings when she ought to know better. When things go wrong, it's everyone's fault but her. In her mind, you're either a hater or a fan, there's no in between. You can say that Joanna is nothing like that anymore or that it's old and has no meaning today, but the fact that I'm still blocked by her to this day tells me otherwise. Also I've met members who've been blocked by her for things worse than I haven't done, but are now unblocked. Why are they warranted to be given a second chance and meanwhile, I have never given her flak, I apologized to her and I'm still blocked?  2018-06-05 13 24 55-Blocked   DeviantArt by ShinanaEvangelian

I also heard that CobaltPie is trying to change but from where I see it, it doesn't make much for a change considering she's been saying it for over 2 years to a point that it sounds like a broken record. Her version of change is just being more reclusive. She doesn't seem to be making a conscience effort to change nor improve herself. I get it, she's only human and makes mistakes, but Joanna has been abusing that line for years. The whole point of being human is having the ability to learn and grow from your mistakes so you don't repeat them. The more one keeps using that "I'm only human" line will eventually start to sound like an excuse just to pardon her continual mistakes so she can repeat them again. More or less, implying that because she makes mistakes, she doesn't understand the consequences of her actions at all and that allows her to get a free pass to act like how she wants even though she's at an age where she's supposed to know better. I'm probably grasping at straws, but I can't be that far from the truth.

To risk for sounding blunt, of all the members on this site, getting to know CobaltPie was the worst mistake I've made. If I had known that I was going to receive such raw treatment for practically doing nothing but having my own opinion, I wouldn't have bothered to look her up. Because in her eyes, it doesn't matter if I keep it to myself, I'm still "two-faced" to her. But that's fine, I'd rather be my own person who believes in freedom of speech than be someone's spineless sheep who keeps their opinions to themselves just so they don't fall out of her favor. Believe it or not, I forgive her, it was hard but I didn't want to hold a grudge. But if this is how she thinks of me, I don't wish to give her a second chance. I don't like drama and I'd rather not have anything to do with it in her name. 

I do apologize for the long wall of text, but these are feelings that I can't keep to myself any longer because I've been silent about it for too long.
In my opinion, she got away with a lot of things she was responsible for.


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ZelgadisGW Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the have and, for what I see, happy birthday :) Best wishes to you.
ShinanaEvangelian Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
NP. And thanks a bunch! Sorry for the lateness.
ZelgadisGW Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ah, don't worry about it :P
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ShinanaEvangelian Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
Wow! colorful. Thank you so much! Sorry for my reply being overdue.
Tigerlover1993 Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2018
Your Welcome.I don't mind you were probably busy with other things on your mind.Hug 
ShinanaEvangelian Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
With life and other things, yes.
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darkbladebrony Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2018
happy birthday with neko hugs from kaito the winged cat
ShinanaEvangelian Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
Aw, thank you!
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Happy Birthday 
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